Monday, February 20, 2012

Conflicted

I am dreading Wednesday.
I am dreading Wednesday so much that every and any thought of it makes my eyes tear.
I can play that exact scene over and over and I can feel every fucking emotion I'm supposed to feel.

And I am going to feel it for the rest of this year.
It's taking me every source of strength and will to not run over and beg you to stay.
It is taking a toll on me. It has been for a while. I want it to stop.

I am dreading Wednesday so much that I swear I want it over right now.
Now.

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