Fogs

Never in a million yearsn did I think I'd find someone so utterly and completely perfect, someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe.

But then I found you and realised that everything I anticipated you to be, doesn't even compare to what you are.

Protege

Today was phototaking & I look blackfathideous so here's best of the worst pics!



So we picked out from a list of adjectives for our informal shoot!



And the sex-crazed guys made it into this:



Just as I was wondering whose twists were at my sides,


I caught the lousy culprit. NOELLLLL


Last and not least, Me & my favourite girl.





I met bff today, all talk no studies & it was fab. Love you x 1000000
I AM SO TIRED BYE.

You do, You don't

I feel so lousy today. Every single day is ugly because of school, but I guess today is one of those days that my moods get the better of me and I just want to sleep it off to forget everything.
Cos,
1. Amanda wasn't in school today to accompany me.
2. I have fucking CWO tomorrow.
3. I suck at Touch Rugby and I have a you-are-good-for-nothing feeling.
4. I got fucked by a random math teacher and have to finish A HELL LOT of tutorials within 6 days.
5. Phototaking tomorrow and I look like black chicken.
6. I am still fat.
7. I hate myself.

Okay I feel myself getting whiny again. Looking forward to meeting my favourite friend tomorrow :>>>>>>

More than I deserve

"I swear the best thing is listening to someone's heartbeat and knowing it's beating like that just because of you"

I remember that night when I was very nearly hit by a car and for a moment it's like you couldn't think but only feel a rush of emotions.
Fifteen minutes later, You're still a little dazed and I leaned in, to hear your heart still racing.

Joseph Gordon-Levitt

You sure did.

The Gift

This is so heartwarming that I look like a fool tearing in front of the computer.

Cos maybe I'll relate a little to this seeing B go away in months to come.

I've been eating so much and feeling extremely lousy about myself.
But I haven't been happier cos I have the best thing in the world with me everyday.

Bummer

I'm down with every possible illness a person could have. And it's killing me once again.

B said I have an immune system of an AIDS patient, I suppose that's quite true? It's been the 30th time I've fallen sick this year, I think.
And Kellett, bloody Kellett, never fails to seize any opportunity to put me down and find some kind of trouble with me.
I'm fucking sick, not skipping school as when I want to anymore.

I know, more rants. I am so resisting the urge to throw all my books out of the window and snuggle in bed forever. Yes, that's what I want.

But no, I have a whole year's syllabus to catch up in one month. I need to buck up and my best motivation is that I can leave hell asap.

bye all, back to my tissue box for my runny nose.

Inception

You're waiting for a train, a train that will take you far away.
You know where you hope this train will take you, but you can't be sure.
But it doesn't matter - because we'll be together.

I havent been feeling good these days.
Is everyone's life pleasures, to irritate me?

Falling star

I cannot wait for tomorrow, to spend time with my favourite people accompanied with good food.

Oh I cant wait.

Tomorrow will be a fantastico, perfect day. Stay tuned for pretty pics (hopefully)!

By the Fire

MY THUMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB :<<<<<<

Perfect

Blacks Fun Touch is my first ever sports tournament bcos I've been dancing my whole life and I've got to say, I'm lovin' it! Kinda disappointed with my butter fingers but my team got Second in the entire Under 18s category so YAYYYYYY.

Lunch was good and everything's looking up for now except that I have a sprained thumb which freaking hurtssssssssssssssssssss.

School tomorrow and that really sucks.

B: I'm not perfect but I'll keep trying cos that's what I said I would do from the start. You know I love you.