We cry

Im still alive but barely breathing

Where is the Love

Its been long since I last hopped onto the com and I realised..
Everyone (ok, not all but most blogs) are so sad! I see what they say, so similar to another's. Some i felt I could relate, some not so. But everyone around me dont seem that happy anymore.

I wonder why.

School's excruciating. Sometimes i look at the teachers, look at the numbers on the board with half closed eyes, wishing I could just lie down and never wake up again. Even if its a nice teacher who will let me sleep, I'll plop my head on the table and in 15 secs, up again as if God gave me an 'O level O level' nudge.

I like sitting at the railings outside my class cause i get a full view of half the school. And i see people i know, observe what they're doing, smile if its something foolish then realise that some used to be my very good friends in the past.
And I'll think about many others, wondering how did we end up like that now.

You start treasuring and missing someone after they've gone. This is so damn true.

I still have the best friends in the world who will always have my back, & I love them so much. Feels like God gave me every possible shit in my life, but make it up by giving me great friends.
Yes, i would have never made it through without them :]

I lost

Love is nothing but a losing game.

Its killing me, everything.


Haha, so next week onwards will be the start of my BUSY year, extra lessons, night study and all. I shall continue occupying myself till I burst.

Cooling Off

What hurts the most, was being so close.
Having so much to say & watching you walk away.