EuroCup

Lord, let Germany and Spain draw at 90 mins please.
Then let Spain win the EuroCup. I'll remember you when i get $.
Love you, Amen (:

Closest to Heaven

Havent been updating lately, so a quick catch up of happenings (:

Xinthesis was really good, all the months of hard work paid off. Was a little emotional thinking that it would be the last time we would be dancing the SYF dance together ): Miss seniors, miss everything about dance. In about a year or so, i'll be graduating from Xms and dance too..
Pictures on the day of Xinthesis:












Yay, completed my CWO yesterday, feel so free of these problems, haha (: Couldnt sleep at all after Xinthesis on Thursday night although i was very tired. Betted on Eurocup match, win $! heheh, double joy in a day. School on Friday was very tiring for me, slept during lessons for the first time since school reopened ):
Classmates!



Top to bottom: Luyi, Weirou, Zhiting, me, Yuenling.
We get closer each day, more fun too (:

Met Angie finally after so long (: Updated and had dinner.
Headed over to her playground for a little while before i had to go somewhere else.



Needless to say, she's above everything else (: Sweety, even though you wont have as much time for me, i totally understand. It wont affect us ok, we're still close like before. I'll still be there for you, always. Miss the times when we share those emolicious times, but we wont go back to that state, haha! Love you girl :D


Xinthesis's over, main piority isnt play, fun, or anything else anymore, got to really buck up academically. Pressure at home aint helping though, sigh. =/

Take me away

I've been paying more attention in class, trying to catch up with my studies. Haha, really feel much better when i know whats going on in class (: Pretty glad with myself, but a lot more to go though.

Im trying to make some changes here, but nothing else changes, im still being targeted ): My CWO is extended back to fucking 5 hours, which i hope to clear it all this Friday. So much for my 3 hours of hard work last semester ): Sighsigh, getting really sick and tired of it all, really ruins my school day =/

Xinthesis's tmr, pray everything turns out really good. Only had a quick rehearsal today, didnt get much chances to get used to the stage.

Oh and im trying to look forward to coming to school again, like how i felt last year (: Interesting small clique in class, Luyi, Zhiting, Cris, Yuenling, dammit entertaining. Great friends, they. Getting closer to other classmates too, makes the class so much more cheerful.

Ay, miss Angie ):

End of the world

First day of school, i dont know what to say.
Guess im still having school blues, not really prepared for school just yet ):
Been pretty tired and stressed out lately too.

Nothing much happening in school, just looking forward to Xinthesis, after that, start my studies. Alot's expected of me, made a lot of promises to Dad and teachers, so im more or less finished if I dont do well ): Know its gonna be tough, but I'll try my best for this semester.
Classroom aint that interesting today, Luyi's absent, no entertainment around me until Yuenling & co asked me to move to the back, hahaha! I would have died in school w/o them (:

Unlucky or God signs, sigh =/
Still getting me worried and all...

ohmyohmyohmy, feeling damn fucked up now, like never before.
Walao eh ><

Holliday ends tonight

Yayeyaye, Angie came over last night!

Here's the LOL pictures, hahaha :D

HAHA, this girl's one of the best thing in my life.

Aye, school.... ):

Shoot me

I am so fucking bored.

There's no one to talk to online, frustrating to keep playing Solitaire and Viwawa. Now home alone while they're BBQing downstairs, still contemplating whether to join them or not ):

Tried to study and get some work done, but felt really moodless and tired instead.

sigh ))):



but yay, Angie might be coming over later :D

Be the one

Luckily, there isnt dance today. Finally get some rest after 5 consecutive days of dance (:

Met up with old buddy at Xavier's house yesterday, didnt get as much work done as i hoped.Long time didnt catch up with them, so it was interesting, haha. I need to rush through hollidays' homework asap, and my tuition's homework pilling up. Ohmy, dreaded school in 2 days time ): Hollidays went way to fast.

Little brother having a birthday BBQ later with all his friends, gonna steal some food and stay at home if Angie isnt coming, hahaha. Its a 2 month old belated birthday celebration ( His birthday was in April, lol ) What can I say, he's a little prince in my parents' eyes, hah.

So, Happy 2 months old belated Birthday, Edmund Tan.

Edmund, before:

Edmund, after (now) :

Notice the weight gain, hahahahaha. (:

Down and Out

Dance was nevertheless tiring, but it wasnt as bad as the previous days (: Tomorrow's our first full dress rehearsal, hope everything turns out really good.

Met Angie, did our usual slackings and talks. Pretty moodless during the bus ride home, but feeling much better after reading some messages, haha. I know she'll always be there for me. Yep, i do have some other great friends too :D

Days have been pretty down, especially at night. Cars and stars are my only companion, and thats when i think through a lot of things.
Life at home = no company, which is boring and pathetic. I try not to feel down, but how am I supposed to make myself happy when there's only me.. lol, this whole paragraph feels senseless and nonsensical. =/

On the bright side of things..
..
..
..
there isnt any ):

God, give me a better tomorrow.

Hot like Ice

Dance kills.

Now i have a new routine in life:
Wake up at 6.15am for dance, take bus to school, rush into dance room, have training from 8am till about 2.30 in the afternoon. Have my breakfast-lunch-dinner meal, reach home around 8pm-10pm, slack/on phone/count cars/cross-stitch till 3am-4am. Sleep. Then wake up at 6.15am.

Rubbed Counterpain on legs, didnt help at all. My legs hurt like hell even when i sit, stand or walk. Ohmy, its just 2nd day of dance practice. ):

Met Angie after dance, headed to AMK, ate and slacked around as usual. Realised that both of us are getting broke day by day, hahaha. Sent her off at compass before heading home. Meeting her makes my whole life so much less mundane (: But i still think my life lacks entertainment and joy, lol.

How i wish it was still 24th may, the very start of hollidays ): sigh. Oh, there's interesting EuroCup match later on, haha.
I want my portable fan for school, new seating area sucks. Anyone? haha, need cash too. And super need muscleaches reliefs asap.

Hi dance practice, see you in less than 10 hours time. =/

Solo Life

I fall sick, feel bored, study a little, become sleepless and count cars.
I sleep late, wake up early, then sleep late again.

I've been thinking, eating, missing, praying, calling and texting.
And in 12 hours time, Im going for my 6 hours long dance practice.
In 30 hours time, I'll be meeting Angie.

Its Father's day, they're all out, im home alone.

Solo life, lol.

You give love a bad name

Headed to school this morning, was really disturbed by a dirty old man who insisted on sitting beside me. Totally grossed my whole morning out =/

Went to amk to meet angie and have our long awaited sushi buffet, hahaha. Many funny and stupid things during our meal, never thought we could ever get that desperate. ( sorry, you wont understand, inside information, lol) Hearty meal, see the pictures and you'll know (:

Giant plates.

Ridiculous amount of soy sauce we used. fyi, bottle was full at first, lol.

which led to many drinks..

Bought our school shoes and headed to my house to do simple designs.

LOL, and Angie just called, she met a sick pervert on the bus too, eww.

Photos from yesterday and today (:

Gonna miss you for the next few days ):

Dance starts tomorrow, finally meeting rochelle and someone supply me muscle ache reliefs please (:

Break a name

I realised i havent been really upset in quite a long time, as in really moody and staring out at the window late at night this kind. Hahah, caused by my arguements with my parents once again, sigh.
Talked with Angie on the phone last night for some time, glad that everything turned out pretty well for her and I. Couldnt sleep, no one to talk to after that, counted available cabs from my window, lol.

Went to kovan, couldnt get out school shoes, so headed to vivo to walk around. Nothing much, except for the rarely available sizes of Urban Flash at NUM. Getting it when i get cash ): Train journey to compass was one of the most hilarious one, hahaha. :D

Today's going to be boring, nowhere to go. Tomorrow having extra lessons in school and find out the hectic dance schedule. Xinthesis in 2 plus weeks? lol.

Omg, i think ebuddy upgraded itself, yayayay! =D
what a joke, i cant log in at all now ): officially very pissed and very bored..
please, god. Fix my live messenger.

Drop a Heart

Firstly, Happy belated Birthday to a good friend of mine, Xavier Lim! He's at Hongkong now, hope he'll hunt for my table fan that i wanted (:

Having headaches and feeling verrryyy tired lately. Life's pretty simple nowadays, and thats's good (:
School's starting in less than 2 weeks time, dance practices all coming up, not to forget xinthesis. Hollidays pass so darn fast ):

Been meeting Angie almost everyday recently (: Life has also been great for her, so say goodbye to the 'emolicious rangers' we used to be. HAHAHA. Yep, meeting her later to get our school shoes, and perhaps catch a movie together.

Someone please tell me there's another alternative to messenger other than lousy Ebuddy. Shareshare your info please ):

hi friend, where are you? we havent contacted for godknowshowlong, love to hear from you soon.

Fantasy

Had a mini class outing, hahaha. Yep, only 12 turned up, but it was still good.
Lunched at pizzahut and watched Kungfu Panda. I wasnt really looking forward to watching this show at first, but it turned out to be rather funny and cute (:

Went to meet Angie later on. She was feeling very sick, so couldnt go much places. Came home early today cause im dammit tired =/

Luck's still down, and i still cant sign into msn ):

Take things easy sweety, i'll support you in whatever you do, forever. =D

Fuck connection

My connection sucks, gave up trying to sign into msn after trying for an hour.
Its making me damn pissed that I can only entertain myself playing Solitaire on the computer.
What a great day -.-

I need a little more luck than a little bit

Went to cut my hair yesterday, it was alright la, but its a little too short.
shucks, hair please grow fast ): sigh

Went to Changi beach with Angie to see the sea, watch big ships, and hear noisy aeroplanes. Sat down at Starbucks with nothing to do except listening to the wierd song choices played there. Wanted to send Angie off as she was sick, but something cropped up and i had to leave first ):

Had a little dramatic problem later on, but everything's settled, for now. Recently, I encountered a series of unfortunate events, dont know why.
And oh, i dont know how i spend my money either, keeps disappearing ):
aww, need cash, need cash, need cash.
AND i cant seem to find my class tee for tmr's class outing ):

I was tangled in a mess all these while. For so long, i've been a fool for you.
Finally now, i can say that im officially over everything. =D

Today's a bad day, started off like shite, its still like shite, and its going to be worst later.
Angie and I lost our lucky coin, there goes my luck.

Drink to the things we've lost

Great day, i was saved from boredom cause Angie made a trip to Yishun for me! (: Wasted time, ate cold punggol nasi ( havent ate that in years! ) at my house. As usual, great talks at the playground and on my bed, hahaha. Oh and, Im getting very pissed with my hair ):

Some random pictures of us.

Cant imagine life without her (:

One by one, we're gone. Does that makes you feel better?

sigh ):

Make every second count

I've stayed away from blogging for about two years now. To kill boredom and some other reasons, im back to it.

Life's boring, and sad, and shocking, and emolicious. Wonder where fun and laughter went to.
I'll wait for Rochelle's cheesecakes and Angie's messages ): They never fail to brighten my mood.

You make it all sound like a game, playing along and letting go.
If thats what you really want, then i'll let it be. ):