Uno Stacko

Thinking about it, Im rather stunned and shocked now.
Never thought it would come to this.. =/

Nothing much happening, at least nothing really bad.
Valerie treated me and Luyi to Seoul Gardens ystd, hohoho (bet you wanna make friends with valerie now) Ate like siao and invented new dishes. Promised to go gym together after being fat.
School is zzz, lessons and all so monotonous. Tests all doing so-so, keep having tests but dont get back papers, playing old primary school games in class together, predict love lifes of each other and future jobs (sex therapist, etc.) HAHA.
Dont understand physics at all, but im going to read it up by myself and catch up.

Just went to mamashop, no peanut butter M&Ms, boo ):

I want to reverse time and take it all back because right now, idk how to make the first step right.

Something beautiful

Went to Fort Canning Green to watch Ballet Under The Stars with dancemates.

Its really great, cool weather accompained with good food.

Didnt know our way around, ended up cabbing alot, and quite alot of $ spent on that.

Let the pictures do the talking :]

All my three lovely dancemates (:

k, thats all.

Gotta do smth to my hair soon, fringe keeps blocking my right eye.

oh, and i've such a craving for peanut butter M&M's these days. Get for me please, i'll love you! :]

Losing End

Guess what, I got CWO again, for god-knows reason -.-
Lets see, almost two weeks ago, mrs lee asked me to find her after school. Apparently, it slipped my mind and I went home. For the next few days, we crossed paths but she never mentioned a word about it. So i thought wasnt a need to specially find her anymore. Cool, yesterday(almost 2 weeks later) she walked past my class, probably something like 'Shiok, I see Jasmine' struck her mind and she U-turned. Gave me a nice reminder of the pretty pyjamas and to meet her after school.
Met her after finishing my project, she gave me sweet surprise by asking me to sit down and do CWO. O.O, i found out the reason was for being dumb enough to forget to meet her that time. Lol, im speechless.

Seriously, i rather you tell me that you've something against me and seeing me doing your stuff for you as CWO makes you appeased everytime. Then i wont say anything ley, just blame it on my luck and last 18 more months in xms like this.
Fhell, including this time, I would have done about 15 hours of cwo in 2 months.
Hope I made your day by ruining mine, thanks so much (:

Today, nothing interesting.
Waited for mrs lee, found out she was on mc.
Do wish you get well soon, i want to finish my cwo asap...

Off to finish English project, ciaos.

Where's the cash

Yayaya, even if things arent fine, thats the way they're going to be.
Idk whats wrong, idk what to do, idk anything right now.

Sigh, what else is there to say.

Quite a number of tests this coming week, just finished blowing my brains out on Geography and math.

Family gathering for Punggol Nasi tmr, been long since I last ate it.
Going to the gym sometime soon, getting fatter ]:

Need money, money and more money $.$

If there were such a tree, i'll camp in that little house (:

Back to square one

Mood when I came to school: Rather happy
Mood when I left school: Dammit pissed and crappy
Mood before I decided to head to Luyi's: Irritated and upset
Mood at Luyi's: Quirky and laughed non-stop at silly videos
Mood now: Back to feeling fucked up

Certain teachers 'made' my day, many thanks.

Thousand Stars

Dad came home yesterday, yay. My parents think life's better w/o each other, damn cool-.-

Saw 5 different chain accidents within 1km in Dad's car on the way to school. Parents arguing with each other, little kids watching them argue, while we're stuck in massive traffic jam. Hahaha, interesting sight which nearly made me late for school.

Heavy rain early in the morning, end up whole class kena lectured in class for certain things. Teachers keep saying they want to treat us good, have close r/s and communication with the class, wont compare us with triple sciences, how nice. Instead, got accused of putting up a bad show to want to go to the toliet urgently, have to keep quiet when they give you this kind of 'wtf, im dumb to believe you' look. Lol sia.

Studied and wrote a hell lot of notes for geography test, just to find out its just a simple MCQ quiz tomorrow, sigh.

Kay, byebyebye! Going to finish my english holliday homework even though its way past dateline (:

ohya, Just for laughs ... at the height difference, LOL!

Sorray Luyi (:

Far away from here

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Drops of Jupiter

Chemistry test was alright, the first time i believe i wouldnt fail (:

Afternoon was horrendous, my stomach was in so much pain that it even drained me of my energy to talk. Kept wondering what led to it while my mates had lunch.
Rushed home and found myself heading straight to the toliet, threw up a hell lot. Think my food kena poisoned ):

Aunt from Canada flying back today, dad going overseas tmr.
Intended to bake him the cheese cupcakes that Rochelle taught me, but Mom decided to act cute with me -.- On 'avatar' mode recently.

My house tee's missing, dreading the cross country tmr too.
aww, so tired now, zzz.

Only in my dreams

Happy Birthday Cris, hope you love my aim of cream on your hair! (:

Yep, school's pretty filled with nonsense in class with the usuals.
Just dont know how we get it through the day laughing, singing, crapping, dancing, blahblah, all the time.

Little things that we did today:
-Going around classrooms to ask for sanitary pads to stuff inside Cris's toy
-Analysed with Luyi that Yuenling and Stuart might make quite a good couple
-Realised that Luyi wanna get physically close with me, always have motives when she asks me to sit beside her
-Decided that we should get together, but i broke up after a minute, might give her another chance tmr
-Bring back childhood times/sing golden oldies/look at cookbooks at the library during chinese lesson
-Figured out what a boy( muscular in the wrong places which made his body look unproportional) that I and Rochelle spotted did wrong in his workouts.

Haha, stupid and dumb yes, but i just cant do w/o these little stuffs in my life (:

Test's tomorrow, off to finish my revision. Paid attention to Chemistry for the past week first time in this year, hope I dont get disappointed yet again.

I like it like that

Yesterday:
Went out to celebrate birthdays, let pictures do the talking.

Pretty birthday cake

4 birthday boys: Gaystyle (Yiwei), Timothy, Christopher, Rollie (Xavier)

Camping outside Sakae Sushi

Been long since I went out with them, lol.

Spent 3/4 of the day deciding on where to go and what to do.

Damn unlucky, my slippers snapped off halfway, and i had to rush to get another pair in Garey's haivainas despite his reluctance.

Learnt how to play pool a little, suck very much at it still =/

But, a good day still (:

sorry, i know im too selfish, but this is the best ending.

Today:

Stoned at home with instant maggi and Luyi's dvds.

look forward to a good day tomorrow, byebye~ :D

Laugh cry smile

Moodswings killed my past days.
Homed rather early these days, feeling so wierd/mixed up/amused/sad.
Skipped meals due to shitty moods.
Yep, wanna apologise to those that i've ignored, frusted my anger on, and being moodless at times ):
Thanks to those that still stayed by my side, appreciate it so much.

Yesterday wasnt good at all, developed rashes that are so itchy and irritating.
Did my 2.4km run with an empty stomach, felt so sick afterwards, but still very happy that i passed it well.

Maths test results was the last straw.
Practised so much on Binomial, pretty confident about that topic, end up results ....
Thought i managed some changes, thought i could prove something to my parents with the first test of the semester, thought i was doing fine.
Hell, no. I failed once again. ):

Pondered so much on the bus home about it, feel so lousy about everything.
My results never really mattered to me last semester, even when i got a fat zero.
The way i think now is probably the only change i managed =/
But my classmates are nevertheless the best!


Notes to cheer me up on serviets, hahaha.
Thanks so much, sweethearts! :D


Today was way better, haha~
Not too sure whether going out tomorrow or not.
Still, Happy Birthday to Christopher Choo and Tan Yiwei in advance (:

Twisted minds think alike

Been rather busy recently, trying to catch up with schoolwork and have dance practice.
Actually, suming everything up, there's nothing much these days. Its wierd how i keep thinking there's so much more to do.

We celebrated Yuenling's birthday yesterday, and i was spared the cake fight.
Dad talks alot about me on the journey to school, mom argues with me when i get home.
Tests all coming up, birthdays all coming up, homework all pilling up...
Form teacher wanna meet me sometime this week, guess it aint going to be good ):
Botanic Garden trip tmr, going watch tall trees and interesting plants.

And,
I dont like teachers who give me that kind of look.
I dont like to climb four storeys up to class.
I dont like to sit in front of the class where its so hot.
I dont like to take the boring bus home.
I dont like to fake a smile when im feeling so shite.

ok, everything's so random, sorry im pretty moodless now =/
need to lose weight.

off to read the new books i just borrowed. One is about life after death, scientifically proven, lol.
Imagine its actually not hell/heaven you go to after you die o.o

i should have let you in, but i let you down.
im sorry ):