Remember Me

Seven Heaven

"Baby, can do you me a favour?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Please say yes to this"
"Yes, anything for you darling."
"I'm a bit embarrassed to ask for this favour"
*Heart feeling itchy already* "Yeah go ahead"

"If it's not too much to ask, could you love me forever?"

*AWWWWWWWWWWWWW*

"I always will babyboy"

Madrid

What's good is that it doesn't get any worse than whatever I'm going through now.

But it doesn't get any easier either.

Everyday is like a slap in my face, 'You're a fucking failure'.
And the day goes by with everyone reminding me that I'm not good enough.

It never ends & I just want to stop feeling.

I want to feel nothing, completely nothing.

Eat yourself up

You asked me what's my plan.

My plan is to find a way to kill myself.

Shot for the Sky

I wonder if you feel the awkward silence that I feel.
I wonder if your mind races for something to say, something so insignificant that it doesn't bring the past up, and make the space between us colder.
I wonder if you think of all the great times we shared when you look at me.
I wonder if one day, we could be like that again.
I wonder if you miss me sometimes, cos I do so much, so much so that I cant look you in the eye.
I wonder if you feel sad just looking at me.
I wonder if you'll ever read this.

I wonder if you even feel any of these, Cause I do.
I wonder if I can take it if you say you feel nothing at all.

I miss you, y'know? I've never gotten over it.