Crap

Its nearing 11pm and sad to say, I have not touched Geography at all.
The textbook's wayyyy too wordy and its singing lullabies to me.

I wish everything could unwind back to two months ago, when exams were at Pluto and things were still good.
We're fading, I know.

Words fail me

Its been several days since I came online and all I've gathered were bits and pieces from friends about my tagboard. Now that Im reading it for myself, I've got to admit I'm pretty surprised by certain unknowns who came with words of encouragement.

People can believe all they want and those who are my true friends will continue to stand by me & thats enough (:

I hope this 'war of words' would just stop right now. Honestly, it could go on forever & I dont see whats the point of it. Just a waste of my friends and my own precious time?

Guest3: Thank you for being so updated about my life matters but just keep your comments to yourself, will you? Yeah, I look like crap and all, I'm quite sure you're no better & dont bother to look if I'm such an eyesore. Lay off my life and stop disgracing my friends.
If you still have any future comments about me, feel free to leave your pathetic name here, I'll definitely get back to you soon.

Friday: I think I know who you are and even though we dont really know each other well, Thank you for helping me out and risk offending the 'guest'. I dont think I can ever thank you enough but still, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

ILYVM, ILY, 4ujas: Might have a slight clue about who some of you are, but anyway,Thanks so much my friends, you guys are the best who will stand by me through ups and downs. Appreciate it much! (:

anon: No, dont make false assumptions about her, She's still my good friend.

Rochelle: Thanks! Lets wait together for that shit (:

Zhiting: Thanks love! You're still the best, love you like crazy. Treat me good food when you get best boy on earth :D ( She insisted on a longer comment for her)

Guest: Thanks, but you got it wrong. He's good, not a bastard or anything like that (: Appreciate the kind words!

Aw shit, doomsday in less than 40 hours, why H1N1 spread so slow ):

Sweet Escape

Time has been fooling around with me.
Flying too fast cause Midyears' exactly a week away. Ticking away too slowly because Im waiting, for something better than where we are now.

I'm still holding on, but I dont know if you're there anymore :/

Shall engulf myself with books and mug like there's no tomorrow ( sometime soon, i hope ) :) Lol, reminds me of those China scholars in xms, nerd and chiong siao.

Me or You

Thats what happens when Kly's around.

She is being ridiculous by telling me 5 mins ago ' Lets be salt and pepper' and is flaunting her rapping talents right now.

Kite flying date with Zhiting failed sadly because it started to rain. Sorry sweety for my dampening moods, Next week kay! :D

I feel forced to fake smiles and laughs everyday of my life.

But maybe, its just me ruining everything.

Losing Grip

There's nothing I can say to you,
Nothing I could ever do to make you see what you mean to me.

I'm losing hope

Meltz

East Coast Trip made me at least two shades darker.



Weather has been fucked up recently, I feel myself roasting wherever I go.

What hurts the most

I am a person who thinks too much, so much so that I hardly have any time to get things done.
Guess it's not something good, cause I tend to get all paranoid and upset afterwards.

Actually, I meant to let certain people read this because they know who they are and are bound to come across this. I dont know whether its a right choice but anyway, I wanted to get it off my chest so here it is.

Just hours ago, I was thinking back, recalling as much as I could over my life.
Friends and matters of the heart occupied a majority. ( Ya, Im still wondering where studies and family went :/ )

I've been lucky to have met awesome friends.
Some stayed with me even till now, some left for various reasons. Throughout my school years, I had this handful of extremely close and great friends and they mean the world to me :D

They were there for me when I was at the most bottom of my life, giving me support to pick myself up again.
They were not afraid to provide me priceless advice or harsh reminders when I made a wrong turn.
They were there to help when I needed the smallest favours, entertain me when I was bored, make my day with little snacks..
They were the ones who understood when I was too busy to contact them, but still, would always have my back.

They were simply the best.

Nevertheless, Life's hectic and unpredictable. A few drifted, some so damn much that it hurts to think back.
Choices that I've made could possibly worsen the situation now and I could say Im awfully sorry yet thankful for everything.
Yep, maybe I'll never learn but I still believe in the choices I'm making now and in future, so believe me once again like you always do :)

I'll always love you, miss you, treasure you and remember you, I mean it really. I will still have your back, anytime, like you'll always have mine.



'' Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. '' -Walter Winchell

Oh and I had one of my best days with Zhiting yesterday. So very tired and dumb, but suprisingly memorable <3

where are you? ):

Polkadots

These are the girls whom I have spent 4 years dancing with :)
My fringe is horrendous, shit.

I have Flag Day for the third bloody time tmr, geez I cant wait to get it over with.
Studying with Zhiting after the waste-of-my-time activity, O Level students just keep studying studying studying and studying :(

Fall for you

Best thing about today was You.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Hit the heartbreaks

I never saw this coming.
In fact I dont even get a slightest hint when we're about to hit the rocks.

What went wrong?

All I ever wanted was to see you happy. But before I could acheive that, I saw us crashing.

Wtf, I am still in disbelief :(

Right Round

I guess there's only one word to describe O Level Chinese : Regret

Full of it :/

I should've studied, shit, i wanna slap myself so hard right now. Awwww...

But anyway, the class celebration went quite well. Got stuffed with so much icecream that I prolly would not touch it again for a long long time.

Picx finally ( i look hideous, geez )

Yeah, always and forever in my heart, 406.

After i graduate, I'll run as far as possible from this fucked up school, away from Xms. I'll miss nothing except for a few teachers perhaps and 406'09 indefinitely, each and everyone of you <3

School as usual tmr, triple sian ):
I only look forward a new reason to laugh at those silly jokers in class everyday (: