One Last Day

31st December, last day of 2008.
Guess when it all comes to an end, you start to think about the beginning.

This year went past fast, perhaps way too fast.
I definitely had some great memories and happenings this year, but I've got to say. This year is indeed the worst so far throughout my 15 years.

From losing the drive to study, to skipping school, to getting into a hell lot of discipline problems, to constant meetings with my parents and VPs.

From losing people I love most, to drifting from closest buddies, to meeting newer friends, to realising where my piorities should lie.

From being so close to ruining my future, to dealing with money issues, to VERY chaotic family matters, to feeling lost in life for months.

From neverending CWOs, to hating school's sickening routine, to trying hard to make changes and mend broken pieces.

From knowing nothing in class, to a change of targets, to putting quite a bit of last minute effort for EOYs, to doing ohsobadly for EOYs.

From draggy Mastery programs, to interesting Symposium event, to gambling like crazy every single day, to Dance Intensive.

What a 2008.

2009 needs to be 33265823893 times better, esp with O's at stake.

Happy birthday, Jasmine.


HAHAHA, so sorry, didnt mean for this post to be so self reflecting and mundane.
Really appreciate all the wishes and gifts from y'all, love you all to the max! :DD





Yeah, i just cut my hair. Now, i have the other eye :)
Zhiting: Nice drawing ley!

Paralyse

OHMY, ITS THE LAST DAY OF DANCE TMR!

Hehe, Im so happy about it that I dont even feel like finishing homework with Zhiting tmr. Its the homework, not her :]
Missy, if you're reading this...

THIS IS THE 9364952638TH YOU DONT ANSWER MY CALL!!!!
WHY WHY WHY YOU ALWAYYYSSSS DONT ANSWER MY CALL!!!
):

Headed to Mango's sales yesterday with that silly girl, bought nothing for myself but a top for my mom.
Yeah, my mom. Dont shock ley :]
Pics after Silly Girl uploads.

xRoseRouge

All support kay!
& Rochelle insists that i emphasise that the very chio T&C above was her creation!
I know you very happy now rigghhhhtttt :]
&& Angie who helped out sosomuch with her expertise on Ljs :]:]

Here's the url: http://xroserouge.livejournal.com

Thanksthanksthanks!


OHYAH, EAT THIS Y'ALL!
I GOT MY REGISTRATION LETTER FOR MY IC ALR HORHORHOR!
Much love to all those silly idiots who've been teasing me about getting my IC next year, thanks ar :}

Last Christmas

Rochelle and Jasmine
Last Friday, a night to remember :)
(I just cant stop laughing, R!)

Christmas is ohsoboring.
And haha, im down sick again.

Next week would be study dates with Zhiting, i havent met her in a LONG LONG time :)
Next Friday also means school, i really hope classroom's on the 1st floor.
1 year of climbing 4 storeys has tortured me enough.
Imma start hunting for a new jacket cause Sec 4 means aircon classrooms!
No more feeling stuffy and hot, esp teachers' 'switch off the fans' fave tricks.
HAHAHA

YAY, NO DANCE TMR LEY! :DDDD

All i want for Christmas is... :}

Many thanks

And so, I finally got my friendster profile in tune after so long.
Do readd hons, lovelikethat@live.com!

I've got half a mind to change Msn too. Heard there's a way to instantly readd all your previous friends, but till Angie figure that out, Im clueless.
Tell me if you know kay! :]

Lastly, thanks thanks thanks so much Angie, for helping with my bloody friendster thats so insanely irritaing, heheh.
Supposed to leave her chio pic here, but my com refuses to upload so, I'll owe you missy!

Dance's here, Christmas's coming, Birthday's arriving, School's looking at me straight in the eye, killing me each coming day.

Thats so you, you know ):

Killer

I AM SO TIRED I WISH I COULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW.
I WANNA TWIST YOUR LEGS AND ARMS SO YOU'LL KNOW HOW MUCH MY BUTT, LEG AND ARM MUSCLES HURT RIGHT NOW.

Journey home felt like a 30km marathon.

Glitter Doll

PICS :










Dance intensive started already, wasnt as bad as I thought though its REALLY frustrating to wake up early in the morning and head to school.
Headed to my condo with Pam and co. for a swim, wasted time together.
I know i look horrendous above because, I was having a rather bad day due to bedbugs/insect bites. I swear it was beyond itchy and painful, totally swelled up my legs.

OH AND SORRY PAMELA! Caused you to fall into the pool and waste $ to see a sinseh. IM SO SORRY! ):

The boys suggested i get the Calamine lotion, which fyi, helps a tad bit only. I still am bearing with all those sickening bites. Any suggestions on what to do?
I have no idea what bug bit me, have changed my bedsheet, cleaned my room ( alittle )..

Hello Dance, in 10 hours time!

Moonwalk

River Flows In You - Yiruma

Dont ask me why i got all classical here, I just found this unbearably sweet.
Said to be Edward's Lullaby in Twilight :)

Aww.

The far end

My com's being such an arse, and refuse to detect my memory card.
That means, no picax ):

Malaysia's nothing interesting, i spent half the timing listening to songs. Ate way too much there, instantly felt 5kg heavier when i came back to S'pore.
Class chalet was at a fucking ulu place. Its damn deserted, no shops/houses/buildings in sight for perhaps, 2km?
Was feeling SOOO bored that i slid into the pool with Zt, pulling the rest of my girls along later.

BBQ was..
stuffing my empty stomach with barbecued bread with butter mostly.

Life's so mundane, i usually dont do these quizes, but i really need to pass some minutes.

Tagged by : Yx :)

1)Believe in fate/destiny?
A little.

2)What do you want in your life now?
Money and happy life.

3)Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
R/s dont work for me, simple or complicated. I dont get the def. of complicated here.

4)Who always make you laugh?
Girlfriends, Stuart, Weide, Jk, all the silly jokers.

5)Who are you missing right nw?
Girlfriends ):

6)If you have to choose. Friend or Love?
Friends.

7)What emoticons do you like to show?
I like to hide emotions, so idk. Happiness maybe?

8)What is life to you?
Something that sucks to the centre of the Earth

9)If you have sumthing troubling u,what will you do?
Lie on bed/ look out of the window/stare into space

10)Who you admire(not like) the most?
Pretty and thin girls.

11)When is your birthday?
31st December.

12)what do you do when you are moody?
Cry.

13)Who is/are the people /person you trust most?
Rochelle, Zhiting, Steven, Xavier

14)Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
O.O?

15)If you have a dream come true,what will it be?
Be fucking rich and successful.

16)Do you believe in eternity love?
Nah.

7)What feeling do you love most?
Knowing that Im important in someone's life. Feels really nice, hehehe :D

18)What feeling do you hate most?
Moody.

19)Who care for you the most?
Friends.

20)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends & maybe family.

21)What do you do if nobody care for you any longer?
Wait to die.

22)What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Break up.

I feel so LOL now. Anyone who's bored like me, just do. Helps pass time ;)

Daily dance practice this coming monday, this is so sad.

Miss me not

WILL BE AWAY IN MALAYSIA FROM TMR TILL 10TH DECEMBER.
FOLLOWED BY MY LONG-AWAITED CLASS CHALET FROM 10TH TILL 12TH DECEMBER.

I pray there's Internet connection (highly doubt) in Penang for me to come online. * crosses fingers*
Just in case there isint, Im bringing a hell lot of good books there to keep me company.

WILL MISS YA ALL, ALL MY CRAZY GIRLS AND SILLY GUYS :DDDD

Miss me too la hor :)

byebyebyebyebye!

Lost in broken pieces

I woke up this morning, eyes swollen from crying to sleep the night before.
I stared around, told myself I could start this day right and tried to force a smile.

Then i began to feel very sorry for myself.
Played 'Next plane home' onto a repeat mode and found myself tearing uncontrollably.

Just when I thought things might look up for once, life at home are seriously going downhill again, worse each coming day.

Pathetic or what? This suck big time ):