2011 is a whole new world for me.
On one hand, I have to embrace a learning journey and ensure I do well in studies after being extremely unfocused for the past year.
This means accepting the fact that I have two more years in that forsaken place, and making new friends etc.
This also means tolerating when my parents come down on me constantly.
I find all of this, i dont know, tedious.
On the other hand, I have to embrace an entirely different journey of trust, faith and patience. It's heart wrenching as I count down to the last days we have left.
I can't bear it but I never had a choice.
So, having to go through these two journeys simultaneously, sometimes makes me feel like it's too much for me to handle. I feel overwhelmed and lost at times.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Friday, January 14, 2011
2011
I have just been so lazy to update anything, I just feel like lazing and snoring around the entire day.
2011 feels like 2010 for me again, cos it freaking is with 2 more years in school for me. There was this unmistakable sense of dread the first time I walked into school for Open House Day & that's not a great feeling.
But on the side note, I have been in quite a good mood, thanks to B and friends. Still munching on my birthday gifts and contemplating which to use for school.
And I might be getting a KateSpade bag/wallet so I'm really excited.
I miss my old friends, esp the girls.
2011 is going to be different cos I am only going to keep my true friends close to me and not try any harder for lost ones. I've tried hard enough in 2010 & you happily ignored it.
2011 feels like 2010 for me again, cos it freaking is with 2 more years in school for me. There was this unmistakable sense of dread the first time I walked into school for Open House Day & that's not a great feeling.
But on the side note, I have been in quite a good mood, thanks to B and friends. Still munching on my birthday gifts and contemplating which to use for school.
And I might be getting a KateSpade bag/wallet so I'm really excited.
I miss my old friends, esp the girls.
2011 is going to be different cos I am only going to keep my true friends close to me and not try any harder for lost ones. I've tried hard enough in 2010 & you happily ignored it.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Unforgettable
I had the best, THE BEST birthday ever with people closest to my heart and I love every single one of them, and every single one of you who genuinely wished me.
I just got home and I'm so effing tired so I'll update more but this is a little sneak peak of what happened on my birthday.
*walks into room*
Aww, all my favourite chocolates!
"Come, keep them all in your bag"
*Opens bag*
SCREAMS
Sour sweets fresh from the factory that will last me at least 5 months!
YAYYYYYY
Later on..
A bouquet of roses of various colours. I only posted photos of this white rose because it bloomed the best and white roses are my favourite.
I received more than 10 presents and these are just a few of it. More in next posts!
I don't mean to brag but I'm just a really happy girl right now.
I just got home and I'm so effing tired so I'll update more but this is a little sneak peak of what happened on my birthday.
*walks into room*
Aww, all my favourite chocolates!
"Come, keep them all in your bag"
*Opens bag*
SCREAMS
Sour sweets fresh from the factory that will last me at least 5 months!
YAYYYYYY
Later on..
A bouquet of roses of various colours. I only posted photos of this white rose because it bloomed the best and white roses are my favourite.
I received more than 10 presents and these are just a few of it. More in next posts!
I don't mean to brag but I'm just a really happy girl right now.
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