Live to Die

I dont know what's gotten into me.
Somehow, i cant focus on things anymore, and this is costing me a hell lot esp when Im having EOYs now.

Didnt manage to complete History today, kinda shocked.
I never had time management problems, serious! I rmb I still had spare time to nap a little during the previous exam -.-
Somehow now, I finish on the dot, worse didnt manage to complete English and Hist ( my most confident subjects)

I dont wanna know whats wrong, just..

Guess its those small little things like childhood games that can really make me smile again :)


Oh and I was just thinking, Top 15 was simply nothing more than a fantasy ):

Pills

Sick yet again ):

Im taking Panadol Cold as if im eating fries -.-

Tell me why

1st day of exams, i really dont wanna talk about it anymore.
So fucking irritated and disappointed with myself.
Where the F did all my studying go to -.-

Didnt manage to finish my compo, dug a hole for my grave at the same time as well.
English ley, omg ):

Emo-ed my way home, hahaha.

Exam Fever

Ohnononononono.


Just
One
More
Day
To
Amaths
Paper


I dont need this right now ):

OMG

Guess what!

I was reading the newspaper not too long ago about the recent contaminated milk powder issue.

Blahblah, then i spotted this table of contaminated milk products informing household to dispose of them immediately if they have it at home.

Had the shock of the month when i saw THIS as one of the contaminated products.

WHAT THE FUCK. Cris has a whole bottle of it and i've been constantly eating these sweets for the past days. Walaoeh..

Screw you, Cheena Products. Bastard scammers!

What if i have to say goodbye to earth now ):

3 babies said byebye alr, many more on the golden route.

Might be me ley, how ):

SOS

Exactly 1 week
7 days
168 hours
10080 minutes

to EOY first paper.


So not cool ):

Haha, and my voice now rocks for English Oral.
Yah, gimme Blackcurrant strepsils, no orange pls! You know I'll love you :)

Sicky

I've used like 679407309 pieces of tissues
I look like rudolph(?) the red nose reindeer

Effing bad headaches's killing me

One minute I go cold, the next I go hot

Im so tired i wanna sleep, but the pain's damn unbearable

And i wonder where the countless pills I took went to

Tell me whats worse ):

Smack That

Let me finally update on my days so far :]

So, Friday was good.
Got sent out of class with zhiting, played with hair extensions later on(:




Imagine hair like this


Concert with XMCD was fine, the dances were really interesting too.

Kind of disappointed with Taoyao, looked rather disorganised. Had me thinking if the pros could only dance till this standard only, what about us ):
But, im sure by the time SYF comes, we'll be near perfecto! Heh.

Spent my weekends catching up with Maths syllabus. Gosh, i feel the stress, i really do~ But when the work's at my table, its such a turnoff =/



And im really proud of something...


Look at the 'Before' state of my room. ( Kay, i know its effing messy and ugly, dont say alr ley ): )


Look at the disastrous pile of dont know whats.

HAHAHA, now ley?


CLEARED! well, way better than it was at first la.
And i packed my room again later on and now, it looks darn neat which i've never seen it in like umpteen years.
Im lovin' it~

Ohyes, another little acheievement here :]


My wall of motivation with all my plans and dates.
Actually, not much plans. Just dates =(
sigh

Class now full of revision and stuff, so hard to really take in everything.
Silently counted the Top 15 positions for the EOY exams in class today, realised that its pretty much booked by mates. Dont seem to have a position within the top 15s reserved just for me.

This is so sad ley..

Changes

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Looking at XMCD, dancing in XMCD just feels so different now.
So compeititive, how true =/
Used to enjoy dancing with 2007's SYF troupe so much more, feel better and more at ease (:
Everyone ' Hi, hi, hello! ' to each other, everyone not paisei to dance alone.

Now..

):






Miss this SYF group a hell lot

I think the next dance practice is gonna be a tad different, yay (:
Shall update about my Friday next time.

Sins

Quick update on my ohsoboring hollidays =/
Been going to school at 9am lately, burning a big hole in my wallet due to peak hour charge in the morning.
I hate the extra charges, gives you effing scammed feeling ):

Feeling the stress of exams, i still have like only 20 days more?
And i am SO clueless about Maths.

And Physics
Ok, plus Geography
hmm, my Chemistry's a little better.
Oh and Hist/SS.

Wow, i feel so prepared (:

Hi school at 9am tmr again, have to go back at 6plus for dance concert, quite looking forward to it.
Thinking of staying in school all the way till 6 tmr, someone accompany ley, i dont wanna be loner ):

Bored = Eating = Getting fatter
Yucky theory.
Oreos my favourite now, found a way to eat it like heaven instead of lick/dunk/twist.
Share next time! :]