Saturday, April 23, 2011
It wasn't bad, but it wasn't great
This made me think. Like when G broke up after a great relationship, it made me think too.
Who do you blame, your friend who watched you fall so you will learn, or yourself, for not being strong enough to pick yourself up?
Likewise, Who do you blame, the person who has left you here alone, or yourself, for not being strong enough to wait?
Friday, April 22, 2011
End of the Rainbow
I woke at 11 today and it feels so good after a really tough week, or weeks.
I really love you B, for always letting me have my way whether you like it or not, you hardly bring it up.
When you play songs when we're on Skype, I'll tell you it's noisy and its kinda disturbing me. You say okay & switch it off just for me.
Yet when I play songs, sometimes on repeat, there was never once you tell me to stop.
You even sing and whistle along.
Why are you so cute?
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Vents
This post was late, a year late. I have never disliked any teacher to the extent that I would blog a full post about.
BUT I AM JUST SO ANGRY.
Mr K, you have been so against me personally for EVERYTHING, and it's obvious, even my current Civics Teachers came to ask me about my past relationship, no wait more like ordeal, with you.
Oh & Thank you for putting straight Us for all my H2s last year, it was lovely to know that I scored even better than a few of my classmates who got pushed up to a D or E while mine remained unchanged for "purely my own interest at heart".
& so, a few weeks ago I found out from a private chat with my other civics tutor that you had a lot to say about me to my new batch of teachers this year. I mean, seriously, you can't give me a break? You really had to have all my other teachers look at me and judge without even knowing me from the start of the year?
Or perhaps I was so threatening to you that you had to give a heads up to all the other teachers?
You write your own Wiki page and they sing praises of you. Too bad your lessons are hardly 1% of how great you say it to be, and I have not found a single student who likes you. I hope it felt wonderful when the HOD stepped in to monitor your lessons last year because students were very unhappy listening to you read WORD FOR WORD from a nine page long lecture notes every week.
Maybe you should channel all the time you wasted childishly telling teachers about me for some self improvement, especially your fashion sense. I nearly choked when I saw your shirt last week, it was as if you wore a white shirt and pasted brown leaves and twigs all over otw to school.
This is mean, but you started it.
I give you a "I know what you did" look when I see you in school and your sweet, innocent face back to me feels like someone just stabbed me in the heart.
You make me feel sick.
BUT I AM JUST SO ANGRY.
Mr K, you have been so against me personally for EVERYTHING, and it's obvious, even my current Civics Teachers came to ask me about my past relationship, no wait more like ordeal, with you.
Oh & Thank you for putting straight Us for all my H2s last year, it was lovely to know that I scored even better than a few of my classmates who got pushed up to a D or E while mine remained unchanged for "purely my own interest at heart".
& so, a few weeks ago I found out from a private chat with my other civics tutor that you had a lot to say about me to my new batch of teachers this year. I mean, seriously, you can't give me a break? You really had to have all my other teachers look at me and judge without even knowing me from the start of the year?
Or perhaps I was so threatening to you that you had to give a heads up to all the other teachers?
You write your own Wiki page and they sing praises of you. Too bad your lessons are hardly 1% of how great you say it to be, and I have not found a single student who likes you. I hope it felt wonderful when the HOD stepped in to monitor your lessons last year because students were very unhappy listening to you read WORD FOR WORD from a nine page long lecture notes every week.
Maybe you should channel all the time you wasted childishly telling teachers about me for some self improvement, especially your fashion sense. I nearly choked when I saw your shirt last week, it was as if you wore a white shirt and pasted brown leaves and twigs all over otw to school.
This is mean, but you started it.
I give you a "I know what you did" look when I see you in school and your sweet, innocent face back to me feels like someone just stabbed me in the heart.
You make me feel sick.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
30 questions
1. Apple juice or orange juice?
Peel Fresh's no sugar added orange juice!
2. Are you a morning or night person?
Totally night person in secondary school days but JC is so tiring and I tend to sleep before 2am these couple two years. But still generally more active at night.
3. Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods?
SALTY, THE SALTIER THE BETTER.
4. Ninjas or pirates?
Pirates as hot as Johnny Depp in POTC? Definitely pirates.
5. Autobots or Decepticons?
Autobots.
6. What was your favorite childhood television program?
Hehe, Tom & Jerry.
7. Are you a collector of anything?
Paper bags, dont ask, I don't know why either!!
8. If you could be any animal, what would you be?
Cheetah cos I don't think any other animal is able to hunt down a cheetah except people.
9. If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
Read people's thoughts.
10. What is usually your first thought when you wake up?
FML I COULD USE SOME SLEEP.
11. What do you usually think about right before falling asleep?
B and how great it would be if he was right beside me.
12. What's your favorite color?
Red.
13. What's your favorite animal?
Right now, Pandas cos I still cannot forget the panda I saw in HK.
14. Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets?
Nope.
15. Do you believe in ghosts?
I guess, but I hope I never need to be proven right.
16. Ever been addicted to a video/computer game? Which one(s)?
Never. Plants vs Zombies app was the one and only craze but I completed everything so it's boring now.
17. You're given 1 million dollars, what do you spend it on?
Go to Australia, shop, buy a house so I can live alone with dogs or buy my parents a bigger house so they can move there and I can stay here.
18. Have any bad habits?
A LOT. Eating junk after junk is one.
19. Which bad habits, if any, drive you crazy?
About others? I dislike egoistic people. I cannot communicate with such people cos apparently they know everything & I know nothing. They can even make wrong sound right.
20. List 3 of your best personality traits:
I forgive people easily (too easily).
People's criticisms used to affect me a lot but not anymore.
I try to remember the best in everyone.
21. List 3 of your worst personality traits:
I am critical about certain people.
I flare up for no rhyme or reason sometimes & people around me then suffers the most but I cool down quite fast.
I bitch around sometimes.
22. Have any celebrity crushes?
Johnny Depp, Jennifer Aniston, Adam Sandler, etc.
23. List 1 thing you wish you could change about yourself:
Lose 10kg.
24. Any tattoos or piercings?
Nope, only the classic ear piercing. I'm too much of a chicken to tolerate pain.
25. What's the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
Definitely how hot/goodlooking? YOUDONTMEH
26. What personality traits do you look for in a partner?
Funny, charismatic, good natured, polite & matured.
27. What personality traits do you dislike in other people?
Those who try hard to be funny and wants to attract a lot of undeserved attention.
28. Are you mostly a clean or messy person?
I want things to be neat and tidy but I'm far too lazy so things end up messy.
29. Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years?
No I'll only be 23 in 5 years time.
30. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Venice.
20 more to go but I'm too sick today. Back to rolling around the bed in pain now, goodnight world.
Peel Fresh's no sugar added orange juice!
2. Are you a morning or night person?
Totally night person in secondary school days but JC is so tiring and I tend to sleep before 2am these couple two years. But still generally more active at night.
3. Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods?
SALTY, THE SALTIER THE BETTER.
4. Ninjas or pirates?
Pirates as hot as Johnny Depp in POTC? Definitely pirates.
5. Autobots or Decepticons?
Autobots.
6. What was your favorite childhood television program?
Hehe, Tom & Jerry.
7. Are you a collector of anything?
Paper bags, dont ask, I don't know why either!!
8. If you could be any animal, what would you be?
Cheetah cos I don't think any other animal is able to hunt down a cheetah except people.
9. If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
Read people's thoughts.
10. What is usually your first thought when you wake up?
FML I COULD USE SOME SLEEP.
11. What do you usually think about right before falling asleep?
B and how great it would be if he was right beside me.
12. What's your favorite color?
Red.
13. What's your favorite animal?
Right now, Pandas cos I still cannot forget the panda I saw in HK.
14. Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets?
Nope.
15. Do you believe in ghosts?
I guess, but I hope I never need to be proven right.
16. Ever been addicted to a video/computer game? Which one(s)?
Never. Plants vs Zombies app was the one and only craze but I completed everything so it's boring now.
17. You're given 1 million dollars, what do you spend it on?
Go to Australia, shop, buy a house so I can live alone with dogs or buy my parents a bigger house so they can move there and I can stay here.
18. Have any bad habits?
A LOT. Eating junk after junk is one.
19. Which bad habits, if any, drive you crazy?
About others? I dislike egoistic people. I cannot communicate with such people cos apparently they know everything & I know nothing. They can even make wrong sound right.
20. List 3 of your best personality traits:
I forgive people easily (too easily).
People's criticisms used to affect me a lot but not anymore.
I try to remember the best in everyone.
21. List 3 of your worst personality traits:
I am critical about certain people.
I flare up for no rhyme or reason sometimes & people around me then suffers the most but I cool down quite fast.
I bitch around sometimes.
22. Have any celebrity crushes?
Johnny Depp, Jennifer Aniston, Adam Sandler, etc.
23. List 1 thing you wish you could change about yourself:
Lose 10kg.
24. Any tattoos or piercings?
Nope, only the classic ear piercing. I'm too much of a chicken to tolerate pain.
25. What's the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
Definitely how hot/goodlooking? YOUDONTMEH
26. What personality traits do you look for in a partner?
Funny, charismatic, good natured, polite & matured.
27. What personality traits do you dislike in other people?
Those who try hard to be funny and wants to attract a lot of undeserved attention.
28. Are you mostly a clean or messy person?
I want things to be neat and tidy but I'm far too lazy so things end up messy.
29. Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years?
No I'll only be 23 in 5 years time.
30. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Venice.
20 more to go but I'm too sick today. Back to rolling around the bed in pain now, goodnight world.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Free cone day
Got myself a free "A cookie affair" cone today with my classmates & it really made my day despite and long wait and everything.
I donated my last $2 I have (dirt broke) for the cone I took and it made me feel good.
Guess today was a really happy day cos M didn't come to school too.
I've decided to try to have a bottle of VitaminWater everyday to see whether I actually feel healthier. (I fall sick at least once a week btw)
And we saw this couple fighting after free cone day and the guy was really mean. It made think of all the times we fought so hard but you'll hug me & apologise after & y'know, that feeling is indescribably wonderful.
Monday, April 11, 2011
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