Stop smile and breathe

Even the closest friendships can be broken with one simple mistake.

One selfish act.

One impulsive move.

Couple days ago, I was going through one of the worst nights of my life.

Lacking the one I needed most and just realising that my close friend has betrayed me with his selfish act.

I was so dissapointed and angry that night, no words could say how.

But even the biggest wrong moves can be amended and made up for with the right amount of effort.

And I'm glad you did, surprising me with a bouquet at my house.

Thank you for making the effort to show how sorry you were and how much you treasure this friendship!

Milestone

LET ME JUST SAY WITH UTTER JOY:

THE DOG DAYS ARE OVER.

CHEERS TO THREE FUCKING YEARS IN HELLHOLE.

I AM DONE STUDYING FOR AT LEAST, QUITE A WHILE.

Y'know when I said I was clocking 12 hours of sleep?

I clock like 16 hours of sleep a day now and I still wake up exhausted.

It makes me completely stoned but it's okay.

 Centre parting me.

There is soooooooo much I wanna do that I think I should list down.

Most importantly, I need a job. High paying job so I can travel the world during this period with friends.

Hoping to join a touch rugby club to lose some fats too.

& bake.

& dance.

Caught Pitch Perfect with Taufiq and it was perfect.

Fat Amy is so funny in the show, and in real life.

I love her.

And screw everyone who told me Ah boys to Men is SOOOOO GREAT AND SOOOO FUNNY.

It is not.

Do not watch it.

It's the worst show I've watched this year.

I've lost complete faith in local media industry.

Finally, check out my earrings that a lot of my friends have been raving about.

Gold studs with butterfly imprints.

It cost only 50cents.

So many dumb ways to die

This is wayyyyyy too cute.

I know it sounds lame and I'm not into such cutesy stuff usually but this is really entertaining.

It's played on train stations in Aussie,

and a million times better than our dumb adverts warning of bombs or the screeching ''Train is cominggggggg"

Sunburst

 4 days to the sweetest freedom but I've yet to face the toughest papers yet.

Been feeling like CRAP past few days.

I need to stop sinking into depression over nothing.

Lately I've been thinking about something drastic.

Not like I'm super serious nor near 90% confirming but....

I'm thinking of cosmetic surgery.

Told a few of my friends a while back and they were flabbergasted. 

I wake up and look at myself and I realise I have tons of things to fix.

So utterly unsatisfied with how I look.

I've even narrowed down to what I need to fix haha

It's nothing like silicon boobs or liposuction or a nose job or anything like that.

I guess pretty minor stuff like.. deeper double eyelids?

Kelly has done it and she looks damn good with perfect double eyelids and ever since I saw hers, I wanted to get it too.

Someone like you

Three revelations about myself today:

 

1. I'd pay very good money for an Adele concert, she's a legend.

 

2. I can't stand lame boys. Likes so fucking lame that there's no words for it nor even a polite way to reply that person.

 

3. We almost had it all.

Accidentally in love

Met up with Marcus and it's amazing how fast time has passed.

I can't believe I've known him for 6-7 years?

Okay I feel old now.

He treated me to Itacho Sushi and it's probably the nicest sushi I've eaten though a bit pricey.

Headed to salted caramel afterwards.

It  was nice catching up.

He's the same, yet different.

I can't really place the exact words for it.

Headed to Fel's house for a mini gathering with the girls.

Although not all came, it's probably the best day I had in November.

We're just a bunch of many different personalities but when you put us together, we're a bunch of crazies.

Love y'all :')

Dead tired & I slept like a log.

Couple days when I fell off my bed, I felt like all my bones shattered.

I still feel that way now.

Hq ane me Indian style

 

 Zu and me prepping for Deepavali

Nautical

Picture of me and fel studying during late nights in school.

I was waiting for her to go dinner, she didn't want to go until she solved her math question.

Off to this bbg house tomorrow for festival of lightssssssssss

Girl on fire

Always grateful to everyone who supports me silently, who has my back constantly, through all my tough times.

I've been sleeping like a log for past three days.

My periods makes me inhumane.

I clock at least 18 hours of sleep each day, I don't even catch up on worldly events.

Heartwrenching

It's halfway through my A's.

Which sucks more?

The feeling of overwhelming insecurity after a hard paper,

or the glee on an easy paper where you had careless mistakes and know your A will be taken away from you because of the bell curve.

The bell curve is a double edged sword.

Did I just see my law dreams vanish?

Perhaps, very possibly.

It makes me very sad.

NSRCC

 The girls except the birthday twins!

Guys and girls!

Jocelyn!

 Birthday Girl Marilyn!

 With Jocelyn and birthday May!

 Atwell & Jocelyn!

 

 Javier!

 Rahul!

 Group shot plus birthday twins!

 Wei wei!

Pretty Alicia & Jocelyn!

And that sums up the last party I attend before A levels which also happens to be in two days.