Its been so long since I updated and life has just been nothing much but a whirl. School, bed, touch training, friends and B.
But life has been better cos I've found a new happiness, a sunshine to light me up during the darkest days. & I thank God for that, for you.
In lala land still and I swear I know how I'm faring in studies but the thought of picking myself up drains me, like I really dont know where to start. Working on PW only recently cos I never want to pull my group mates down.
I feel like I'm drifting from friends I love so much like A and S and I feel so bad cos I'm not there when they need me most or I dont know what to say to put a smile on their faces. I never was a great friend but I'll try harder.
Other than B, life is pretty much a mess and I've only found Amanda who relates to 'Put it all behind and sleep forever'. No I am not suicidal, it's not that.
But I'll be back on track after the June hols, just watch and see.
You don’t just automatically love someone. you have to slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them. You want to be with them more to the point where you’re jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person. Then it gets you mad but you get past it, you can’t be jealous anymore. You can’t because you have this undying confidence that this person will never leave you, they will never betray you, and that they would never pick someone else over you, that you’re irreplaceable. That’s when the confidence hits you, that you really do love each other and it’s unbreakable.
We're going to be unbreakable baby.
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