Last words

I used to feel so bad and awful inside for everything that went wrong with us. Swear to God, it was unintended & you know it.
I hoped so much for you, for everything to go right and good, to live life even better cos you deserve so much more.
I've asked every possible person to look out for you, so someone still cares when I'm not around.

I still remember what was real and good, and I hope you remember the real me though I seem like a total bitch now.
You know my heart broke when I begged you to remain friends but you couldnt live with that.
And I've moved on and I wished you did too, so there was always this hope that someday we'll still be friends again.

But everything I hoped for you, everything, is gone and over. Now that you've gone to the extremes and drew a clear cut between us. I don't know why but that was a wrong move my friend.