Many tell me I look so independant and strong, that they'll never live to see me cry. That is the BIGGEST mistake.
I am such an insecure and paranoid person, and I tear at the littlest things in the world.
Whenever you're not with me, I cannot help but fear that one day you'll slip through my fingers, that you'll stop looking at me, holding me and kissing me the way you do now. I'm afraid for that one day, that everything good in my life will come to a standstill.
Because I dont think I can take it.
Because I've never loved anyone more than I love you now.
I hate myself for being so dependant, so weak.
No comments:
Post a Comment