61 - What hair color do you prefer?
I've always had black bcos of school but once A levels are over, it's either a Brunette brown for me or natural reddish brown highlights.
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?
My weight and fats.
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?
Yes.
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
Who doesn't? I find it extremely incredible when someone tells me that he has never thought about it before.
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?
Currently one, and she's a motherfucking nonsensical bitch.
66 - Can you live without internet?
Nope.
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
Every little thing by Dishwalla
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?
Quite but if I see my friends cry, I cannot look or I'd be the one crying tons.
69 - Are you a crybaby?
Yes, born that way.
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?
Of course, like doing a million things all in 5 seconds.
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?
No and never.
72 - Do you study hard?
I try to but I've to say, I've not studied to the point where I say that's the best I can do.
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?
Yes, some of my friends & maybe freedom.
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?
Yes, at a jetty.
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?
Yup, plenty.
76 - Did you have an accident last year?
No but I had a minor slipdisc(?) and a sprained ankle.
77 - What kind of person are you?
Sociable but I have times where I need to be alone.
I value my freedom very much and will try to go above and beyond for people closest to me.
I absolutely cannot stand nonsense and arrogant people.
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?
Yes.
79 - Have you ever been jealous?
Of course.
80 - How can you prove your love to someone?
I would go to extremes to do absolutely anything for that person and it's kind of obvious cos I rarely fall for people.
Friday, April 6, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Gotten
41 - What’s the nicest thing you have given to someone?
Men's perfume, CK Be. I think it smells really nice on guys.
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
No.
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
Good for now.
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
My dad.
45 - Describe your dream date.
A nice, quiet dinner with good food and dessert at Demsey Hill. Chilling out and having a casual talk afterwards near the area.
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
I am in a custom made Vera Wang white dress with a long veil and a wedding dance collaboration with all my friends.
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
None in 2012 cause I didn't want to but eight huge roses on the Valentine's a year before.
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
Yes.
49 - How long is your longest relationship?
Nearing two years.
50 - Do you regret your past?
Of course, there is so many things I wish I didn't do or wish I did.
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
I am always being extremely foolish for people who don't even deserve it sometimes.
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
Mmhmm.
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
Right now, yes. Cause she is irritating the hell out of me. Other than that, I let go of grudges rather easily.
54 - Are you a crybaby?
Crybaby is an understatement.
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
Sometimes.
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
Yes.
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
Actually, yes. Hahaha.
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
No, who does?!
59 - Does anyone hate you?
Probably but it's okay.
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
Nope.
Men's perfume, CK Be. I think it smells really nice on guys.
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?
No.
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?
Good for now.
44 - Name someone you can’t live without.
My dad.
45 - Describe your dream date.
A nice, quiet dinner with good food and dessert at Demsey Hill. Chilling out and having a casual talk afterwards near the area.
46 - Describe your dream wedding.
I am in a custom made Vera Wang white dress with a long veil and a wedding dance collaboration with all my friends.
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?
None in 2012 cause I didn't want to but eight huge roses on the Valentine's a year before.
48 - Have you ever been kissed?
Yes.
49 - How long is your longest relationship?
Nearing two years.
50 - Do you regret your past?
Of course, there is so many things I wish I didn't do or wish I did.
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?
I am always being extremely foolish for people who don't even deserve it sometimes.
52 - Have you ever cried over someone?
Mmhmm.
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?
Right now, yes. Cause she is irritating the hell out of me. Other than that, I let go of grudges rather easily.
54 - Are you a crybaby?
Crybaby is an understatement.
55 - Do people praise you for your looks?
Sometimes.
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
Yes.
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
Actually, yes. Hahaha.
58 - Do you like getting hurt?
No, who does?!
59 - Does anyone hate you?
Probably but it's okay.
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?
Nope.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
20 more
21 - What is your favorite dish?
I have a lot of favourites that I can't particularly only name one. Probably bacon, I could live eating all day hahaha.
22 - Do you have a best friend?
Yes, I suppose so.
23 - What is your biggest regret?
Choosing to meet someone else on one of my birthdays and losing my bestest friend ever.
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
Nope.
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
Classmates!
26 - Name someone pretty.
Leighton Meester
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
Javier.
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
I don't have a particular genre I like. Chris Daughtry, Westlife and Coldplay are one of my favourites.
29 - Are you over your past?
Nope. Can anyone?
I want to move on though.
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
ZhiQing.
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
A gentleman, who loves me more than he loves himself. A person who likes driving because I hate public transport. A person who can come for my matches and meet me & tell me that I don't stink after my games.
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
Every damn night.
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
Keefe.
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
I never wear jeans, so skirts.
35 - How’s your heart?
Going strong.
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
Nope.
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
I love & like someone.
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
Nothing at all.
39 - Do you have any phobias?
Many. Insects, supernaturals, dark places etc.
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
Yes, never the best feeling in the world.
I have a lot of favourites that I can't particularly only name one. Probably bacon, I could live eating all day hahaha.
22 - Do you have a best friend?
Yes, I suppose so.
23 - What is your biggest regret?
Choosing to meet someone else on one of my birthdays and losing my bestest friend ever.
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?
Nope.
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?
Classmates!
26 - Name someone pretty.
Leighton Meester
27 - Who was the last person you hugged?
Javier.
28 - What kind of music do you listen to?
I don't have a particular genre I like. Chris Daughtry, Westlife and Coldplay are one of my favourites.
29 - Are you over your past?
Nope. Can anyone?
I want to move on though.
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?
ZhiQing.
31 - What kind of person do you want to date?
A gentleman, who loves me more than he loves himself. A person who likes driving because I hate public transport. A person who can come for my matches and meet me & tell me that I don't stink after my games.
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?
Every damn night.
33 - From whom was the last text message you received?
Keefe.
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?
I never wear jeans, so skirts.
35 - How’s your heart?
Going strong.
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?
Nope.
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?
I love & like someone.
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?
Nothing at all.
39 - Do you have any phobias?
Many. Insects, supernaturals, dark places etc.
40 - Did you try to change for a person?
Yes, never the best feeling in the world.
Friday, March 30, 2012
20 questions
1 - Who was the last person you texted?
Felicia, to meet at 6.55am tomorrow.
2 - When is your birthday?
31st December.
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
With anyone who can fix me right now. No names.
4 - What sports do you play?
Dance and touch rugby mainly.
I can play volleyball, badminton, netball etc. too.
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
Adeva.
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
Every breath you take by The Police.
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
Don.
8 - What do you feel right now?
A little lonely, depressed and frustrated.
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
Royce, champagne.
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
2.
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
Do not have an active one yet.
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
Don't really have one. Well maybe XX? I don't know.
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
At starbucks with someone who can get me my chocolatechipcream and a cheese bagel.
Or Subway with Subway melts.
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
Lawyer, at the least. YaleNUS for now.
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
Today. Crying keeps me sane.
16 - Are you happy?
Not really at the moment, but I do have my bright moments.
17 - Who do you miss?
A lot. B, S, J, X, R, M
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
Yes, I would like to fix some things in the past which would cause my life to be completely different from now.
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
Second chances.
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
B.
Felicia, to meet at 6.55am tomorrow.
2 - When is your birthday?
31st December.
3 - Who do you want to be with right now?
With anyone who can fix me right now. No names.
4 - What sports do you play?
Dance and touch rugby mainly.
I can play volleyball, badminton, netball etc. too.
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?
Adeva.
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?
Every breath you take by The Police.
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?
Don.
8 - What do you feel right now?
A little lonely, depressed and frustrated.
9 - What chocolate is your favorite?
Royce, champagne.
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?
2.
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?
Do not have an active one yet.
12 - Who is your favorite blogger?
Don't really have one. Well maybe XX? I don't know.
13 - Where do you want to be right now?
At starbucks with someone who can get me my chocolatechipcream and a cheese bagel.
Or Subway with Subway melts.
14 - What do you want to be in the future?
Lawyer, at the least. YaleNUS for now.
15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?
Today. Crying keeps me sane.
16 - Are you happy?
Not really at the moment, but I do have my bright moments.
17 - Who do you miss?
A lot. B, S, J, X, R, M
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
Yes, I would like to fix some things in the past which would cause my life to be completely different from now.
19 - What was the best thing you were given?
Second chances.
20 - Who was the last person who called you?
B.
Bye March
I hate myself on a whole new level.
Home is very very very very depressing.
Whenever I'm home, in my room.
I found a list of questions on my friend's blog. Gonna answer 20 each day, just for kicks.
Home is very very very very depressing.
Whenever I'm home, in my room.
I found a list of questions on my friend's blog. Gonna answer 20 each day, just for kicks.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Every vow you break
It's been very long since I've updated.
I'm stuck in a whirl of falling sick and recovering and yet falling ill again.
Been feeling rather weak and low these few days.
My periods were late by more than a week.
And I have constant headaches. Like 2-3 times a day. Is that normal?
Blocks drove me a little insane and after that I was just thinking a lot.
Thinking a lot about the past and just cancelling all the plans I have with my friends.
To just coop myself up and think.
I feel a bit stuck and lost, but it's my Alevel year, people go bonkers so I'm not reading to much into it either.
I just want to return to normalcy.
I want to really feel joy again because I think I'm sick of having my happiness undermined or shortlived.
The last time I ever felt myself and fine was February.
I haven't really felt anything to be pleased and really smile about since then.
P.S: I have not extracted my teeth.
There were complications and I MUST extract all eight at once.
But that will set me back and away from school for about 2 weeks and I can't afford that.
So I will only start end of the year right after As and prom.
I'm stuck in a whirl of falling sick and recovering and yet falling ill again.
Been feeling rather weak and low these few days.
My periods were late by more than a week.
And I have constant headaches. Like 2-3 times a day. Is that normal?
Blocks drove me a little insane and after that I was just thinking a lot.
Thinking a lot about the past and just cancelling all the plans I have with my friends.
To just coop myself up and think.
I feel a bit stuck and lost, but it's my Alevel year, people go bonkers so I'm not reading to much into it either.
I just want to return to normalcy.
I want to really feel joy again because I think I'm sick of having my happiness undermined or shortlived.
The last time I ever felt myself and fine was February.
I haven't really felt anything to be pleased and really smile about since then.
P.S: I have not extracted my teeth.
There were complications and I MUST extract all eight at once.
But that will set me back and away from school for about 2 weeks and I can't afford that.
So I will only start end of the year right after As and prom.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Day 2 to perfect teeth
I shall count the number of times I visit my dentist as days to record my complete journey to perfect teeth
Today, I am extracting four pre-molars.
I. AM. FREAKING. OUT.
I cannot, absolutely cannot stand pain.
I am thinking of my dear shaker fries which I don't know if I'm able to eat after cause it may hurt like a bitch.
I am concerned for how I'd look with four less teeth. Even Jessica Alba can't pull gorgeous off with four less teeth, needless to say, me.
I am mind fucked by how much pain the injections and healing process will be. I have a very strong feeling I'd tear up looking at the needles.
But thank god my dentist is one of the most renowned dentist in Singapore for extraction and he assured me no pain.
Michelle told me hers took about 45 mins for a single tooth and I was like What the shit.
Can you imagine going through 45 mins of anxiousness and nerve wrecking thoughts x 4 (teeth)
My doctor claims to be able to finish it in 5 mins for a single tooth and I am relieved, very relieved.
But then again, I don't know how true.
Dentists can be very convincing.
I am supposed to extra 8 today, including 4 wisdom teeth. But block tests are next week and I'd be in immense pain and bruising cos healing takes almost a month.
Plus I cannot afford to miss even 3 days of school in JC so wisdom teeth have to wait till December when I finish my As.
Cross fingers and please pray for me.
Today, I am extracting four pre-molars.
I. AM. FREAKING. OUT.
I cannot, absolutely cannot stand pain.
I am thinking of my dear shaker fries which I don't know if I'm able to eat after cause it may hurt like a bitch.
I am concerned for how I'd look with four less teeth. Even Jessica Alba can't pull gorgeous off with four less teeth, needless to say, me.
I am mind fucked by how much pain the injections and healing process will be. I have a very strong feeling I'd tear up looking at the needles.
But thank god my dentist is one of the most renowned dentist in Singapore for extraction and he assured me no pain.
Michelle told me hers took about 45 mins for a single tooth and I was like What the shit.
Can you imagine going through 45 mins of anxiousness and nerve wrecking thoughts x 4 (teeth)
My doctor claims to be able to finish it in 5 mins for a single tooth and I am relieved, very relieved.
But then again, I don't know how true.
Dentists can be very convincing.
I am supposed to extra 8 today, including 4 wisdom teeth. But block tests are next week and I'd be in immense pain and bruising cos healing takes almost a month.
Plus I cannot afford to miss even 3 days of school in JC so wisdom teeth have to wait till December when I finish my As.
Cross fingers and please pray for me.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)