It's been very long since I've updated.
I'm stuck in a whirl of falling sick and recovering and yet falling ill again.
Been feeling rather weak and low these few days.
My periods were late by more than a week.
And I have constant headaches. Like 2-3 times a day. Is that normal?
Blocks drove me a little insane and after that I was just thinking a lot.
Thinking a lot about the past and just cancelling all the plans I have with my friends.
To just coop myself up and think.
I feel a bit stuck and lost, but it's my Alevel year, people go bonkers so I'm not reading to much into it either.
I just want to return to normalcy.
I want to really feel joy again because I think I'm sick of having my happiness undermined or shortlived.
The last time I ever felt myself and fine was February.
I haven't really felt anything to be pleased and really smile about since then.
P.S: I have not extracted my teeth.
There were complications and I MUST extract all eight at once.
But that will set me back and away from school for about 2 weeks and I can't afford that.
So I will only start end of the year right after As and prom.
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