Just not tonight

It takes very little for me to hurt and for someone to crush my world.

But once I get back up, I'm unbreakable.

I think, 

I still have a long way to go before getting back up.

There are days I feel like I'm getting there.
Telling myself that I have a lot more to look forward to.

And there are days I feel like getting a million tattoos to remember how pain feels.
A diversion.
Today I just feel like knocking myself out.