Do you remember

You'll never read this anyway.

Suddenly, everything came pouring back again and I couldn't help thinking where we would be right now if I hadnt chose him over you. I was dumb, and it was a foolish, honest mistake because you truly meant everything to me then.
I miss us doing everything together, late night calls, movies at your house, studying..
And I've never fought harder for anyone to come back to me.

I've been through hell and back, into relationships and out, but you were the only one who stayed around. The only one through four years. You're my biggest regret so far and I guess you'll continue to be because I don't think I'll ever forget you.

Sometimes I miss you so much, I wished you never left my side.
But deep down I know, you were better off without me.

Thank you for being the best friend I ever had.

Actually I miss a couple more girls.
Somewhere, somehow, despite all the shit we put each other through years ago, I do not remember them when I think of you. I only remember the crazys, the laughters, the tears, the talks and the foolishness.
I still love you.