It started off really good and pleasant and I had this whole new positive energy and was hardly pissed at anyone except Moses. ( By the way, I hope you read this and know I fucking dislike you.) Made a couple of new friends this week and it was sweet.
Shah contacted me yesterday and I was pleasantly surprised about everything in his life now. I need friends like this.
Until Thursday, and I don't even know why my mood fell to zero.
And that's when everything started to go wrong.
I dont know why I'm still not past it yet,I used to be able to just let it go like that. I guess it's just you're not here, to truly comfort or make it up to me.
So I'm just whirling round with the things you said that night, thinking what made you say that, thinking if I made you say that.
You say you wanna take it back & I really want to push it all back.
But it stays on me like a cut, and I wonder how long it is going to take to heal.
Y'know babe, I'll never survive if you do it all over again.
So have you thought, maybe, I'm more afraid than you?
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