2011 is a whole new world for me.
On one hand, I have to embrace a learning journey and ensure I do well in studies after being extremely unfocused for the past year.
This means accepting the fact that I have two more years in that forsaken place, and making new friends etc.
This also means tolerating when my parents come down on me constantly.
I find all of this, i dont know, tedious.
On the other hand, I have to embrace an entirely different journey of trust, faith and patience. It's heart wrenching as I count down to the last days we have left.
I can't bear it but I never had a choice.
So, having to go through these two journeys simultaneously, sometimes makes me feel like it's too much for me to handle. I feel overwhelmed and lost at times.
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