It's amazing right, how you think perhaps you're really doing better and you can finally see yourself free from all these. And in an instant, you're back to square one, battling with your mind and heart and in a huge dilemma once again.
Everything changes, so fast.
But what will never change is that we'll still be backing you up in everything you do.
I have to admit I was a tad disappointed, but I was so much more worried for you. That you'll spend your nights crying and teary in school.
You're strong dear, these two months you were the strongest.
I've expected him to come back somehow, I told you before & yes he really did. Kinda blame R for this but oh well. I know you'll make unwise decisions because I've been in your shoes before. All my friends were extremely against it but I still believed and made stupid choices. Proved that friends were so right and I was left to pick up the pieces but you know what, at least I had no regrets for not trying.
Who are we to judge what you do is right/wrong? We love you and just do anything that makes you happy cos you'll never know. And even if you fall, everyone who loves you especially me, will be there to catch you.
The hurt, I think, feels better than a lifetime of regrets and what-ifs.
I love you Amanda, the most bubbly, giving and beautiful girl I've ever known.
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