Ever had someone that instantly lifts up your mood no matter how bad your day went? Or someone who you call at any time of the day, even at 3 in the morning, just to tell him this dream you had and he listens and soothes you at the same time?
Someone who you know belongs and will stay by you through ups and downs, fight and make up within half hour, buys you everything that makes you happy.
I found that someone.
I have never wanted something this badly, never held on to something this tightly.
But life happens and nothing ever really turn out the way you want them to.
No fairytale endings, no miracles, nothing like that.
Life greedily takes my most precious boy away in 6 months, for 4 years.
Without fail, I pray every night that things would never come to this, that you'll be around.
So there was always this small hope that a tiny miracle would come by.
Reality smacked me right in the face today.
What kills me is that I cannot do anything but watch you walk away.
I've lost enough best friends and loved ones but I guess it goes on.
I'll wait for you as long as it takes and I'll fight so hard to keep this alive although we're thousand miles apart.
I love you, always and forever my beautiful boy.
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