I open my eyes and everything was dark and blurred.
I close my eyes and feel warm tears streaming.
I really dont want to know anything.
Dont want to remember why I'm feeling this way, why I'm upset, why this is happening.
I will picture a big black box in my head and nothing else.
I am going to live in denial for now if it gets me by.
You know, I dont know how sick this is but sometimes I wish I could hurt those who hurt me back.
I want them to feel the stabbing pains I feel, I want them to know what they put me through.
I wont believe anyone, anymore.
I'm not okay, I want to sleep forever.
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