Burning up for you

I can finally burn all my Math books.
In just 13 days, I can burn everything else :>

Spells and Charms

I saw everyone walk out with smiles on their faces, comparing answers and commenting on how easy the paper was.
My heart sank (Understatement).
No, I did not think the paper was easy. I left like 8 marks blank?
And those questions I was confident on getting it right, I totally got tricked and had it wrong.

Everyone keep telling me not to harp on it and do better for Paper 2. But honestly, paper 2 will be so much harder & I calculated that I needed to get 93 marks for P2 to get an A1.
I'm feeling so down now cos I know I absolutely cannot acheive that :<

Dark and Cold

English was ohkayyyyy.
I know I'm somewhat about to screw maths today, but dreading Paper 2 on Wednesday so much more :<

Invasions

We’re all damaged in our own way. Nobody’s perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

-Johnny Depp, from eletheowl

I hope I've pleased all the members from 'I hate Jasmine to the core' club. I dont need constant reminders of how much you feel towards me, neither do I really care. Leave all your rants at your own blogs kay, not mine.

I'm really amazed at how much time and dedication you put in to try to put me down time & again, you guys never ever rest, do you?

Think I know who you are anyway (:

You're in no position to judge me cos honestly, you're nowhere better than I am and you know it.

Guess I wont be updating till end of Os, wish me luck! :>

Vanishing Acts

I open my eyes and everything was dark and blurred.

I close my eyes and feel warm tears streaming.

I really dont want to know anything.

Dont want to remember why I'm feeling this way, why I'm upset, why this is happening.

I will picture a big black box in my head and nothing else.

I am going to live in denial for now if it gets me by.

You know, I dont know how sick this is but sometimes I wish I could hurt those who hurt me back.

I want them to feel the stabbing pains I feel, I want them to know what they put me through.

I wont believe anyone, anymore.

I'm not okay, I want to sleep forever.

Live by This

If Everyone Cared

I havent found that reason to yet.

Against the World

I only know that Love kills.

OH AND!!
I got the fright of my life when Xavier checked with me whether I had a facebook account.

I DONT.

Then he went on to tell me that apparently, there's this Xinmin girl who goes with the name of Jasmine Tan (None of us could recall any other JasmineTans in Xms), has a photo simliar to mine (cos she covered her face, but we have similiar hairstyles) and added friends all from Xinmin. So please know that I DO NOT have a facebook account (Everyone has been bugging me to make one for ages:/ ) & that girl is actually not me :)

ANTM later! Hehe.

Dark Secrets

I still remember when I was young and cameras were still stuck on using flims, I had this little black camera which I carried around on my neck. All day long, I'll snap shots of every single thing and after 36 shots or so, the flim winds back so that I can bring it to Kodak to develop.

And it turns out that there were at least 3 shots of my feet/shoes cos I pressed the button by accident.

(Ultimate lame and random, I know)

Kay, back to study, soon :>

Man in the mirror

Sometimes, I just dont know what the fuck you all want from me. To hell with your doubts, criticisms and accusations. I'm no supergirl, but you aren't any bit closer to that either.

Am so bloody angry now, I think its enough for me to kill someone.

Death by Sunrise

Last official day in school, was great except that I still had to serve detention as another memento in xms.

I will miss 406 so very much. We were so vibrant, happy and chaotic together.

Every single day was interesting cos it was so unpredictable.

Every single day, we would all laugh at something new, at least 5 times a day.

And every single day, we would all leave the class with smiles, bcos deep in our hearts, we love our little haven of joy and laughter to bits : D

Retrace

The world would be wonderful If only there was no such thing as O levels, universities, jobs and money.

Just two more days of school, it seemed like just yesterday I told myself to mug hard in February.

Love me when I'm gone

I have an uncanny feeling that I accumulate all the sleep I was deprived of during the weekdays and pig out during the weekends. Just like yesterday. And today.

Simply lay on bed the whole day reading novels and munching on snacks.

And this is not good, not good at all. Especially when O levels is just 3 weeks away :<

Am still going to pig out for the rest of today watching tv, heh. Byebye, best of luck to those taking the N levels tmr!

You're Not Alone

October comes, also known as the terror month.
I really hope it goes away soon :/

'You know you found it because you feel it when its taken away' -FLB