Guess it's not something good, cause I tend to get all paranoid and upset afterwards.
Actually, I meant to let certain people read this because they know who they are and are bound to come across this. I dont know whether its a right choice but anyway, I wanted to get it off my chest so here it is.
Just hours ago, I was thinking back, recalling as much as I could over my life.
Friends and matters of the heart occupied a majority. ( Ya, Im still wondering where studies and family went :/ )
I've been lucky to have met awesome friends.
Some stayed with me even till now, some left for various reasons. Throughout my school years, I had this handful of extremely close and great friends and they mean the world to me :D
They were there for me when I was at the most bottom of my life, giving me support to pick myself up again.
They were not afraid to provide me priceless advice or harsh reminders when I made a wrong turn.
They were there to help when I needed the smallest favours, entertain me when I was bored, make my day with little snacks..
They were the ones who understood when I was too busy to contact them, but still, would always have my back.
They were simply the best.
Nevertheless, Life's hectic and unpredictable. A few drifted, some so damn much that it hurts to think back.
Choices that I've made could possibly worsen the situation now and I could say Im awfully sorry yet thankful for everything.
Yep, maybe I'll never learn but I still believe in the choices I'm making now and in future, so believe me once again like you always do :)
I'll always love you, miss you, treasure you and remember you, I mean it really. I will still have your back, anytime, like you'll always have mine.
'' Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. '' -Walter Winchell
Oh and I had one of my best days with Zhiting yesterday. So very tired and dumb, but suprisingly memorable <3
where are you? ):
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