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Here's the once a month entry.

Its crazy, its march already. I can still remember my birthday, Cny, everything. But its just this close to O's, holy shit.

March is hectic, preparing for an even hectic-er April.
March holliday's Chinese Prelims, not forgetting EVERY SINGLE DAY of Dance Intensive also. I am going to cry real bad if we dont get Gold with Honors.
School is tiring and long as ever, a normal day lasts from 7am till 7pm at least.

And so, April 22nd's the SYF compeition, 23rd/24th my ballet exams, 4th April is homecoming. This is so crazy.

I need a break, everything's draining me.

I am not happy anymore and I dont know why.
Sometimes i still wake up and find myself missing you.
Sometimes i wonder where the hell all my friends went.
Sometimes i miss them and those times so damn much.
Sometimes i wish I can lie in bed the whole day and not feel anything.
But i cannot because there is so much to do with so little time.

I wonder why i wake up feeling like I've been stabbed right in my heart.
And I cannot cry anymore, because I only know how to smile.