Trades

I know you'll be reading this, so Thank you Phan.
It was so sweet of you.

And don't worry, I have my lips sealed too.

Thank God GP was fine.

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind,
don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right.

No need to look no further.

Devulsion

Most will never get or understand this feeling. It haunts me every minute of the day.

On a lighter note, seeing Don today truly made me a lot happier.

It would be 16 months last Friday.
We both forgot.

Felt so real

I dreamt about my ex-best friend yesterday. It was relieving, the kind of comfort I haven't felt in months.

Hard truths about me

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Note to self: Time to get out of this shit hole asap.

Lying in bed checking my maths answers online & asking myself why am I 80% wrong.

Taken my Beating

I dreamed I was missing,
& you were so scared.
But no one would listen,
Cause no one else cared.

After my dreaming, I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving, when I'm done here?

Leave out all the rest

Things to do after Promos:

COMPLETE SPA + MASSAGE.
Bake Cheesecake + Mac&cheese.
Lose 5kg.
Play touch rugby.
Sleep an entire day.
Shop.
Movie Marathons.
Play Kinect for 24 hours.
Perm and cut my hair.
Work for a couple weeks.
Repeat everything over again.

TGIF

Love the top my aunt so sweetly got for me from Canada :>

Rumour has it

B just got me this, hehehe!
Nothing makes me happier.

Fall Apart

It's amazing how everything changes in five minutes.

Home Run

Please help me get through these 30 days.

I don't believe you

You said we wouldn't be apart.
Please dont stand there & watch me fall.

I love you. I loved you. I still love you.
How could you?

Enstrangled

I love swings.
The feeling's awesome & I think I can stay there forever.

The last time I went to a swing was with you.
I sat there and watched the cars go by.
I wonder, if the swings are still there.

Studs

Thank God.

What are words when they're only for good times then they don't?

Bloody hell. I'm not enough, never enough.

P.S In case you didn't know, I went home that day with $45 left from my entire lifetime savings. The cash I kept in a red packet, which I would grab & go should I ever need to leave home.

Toss Up

I miss you so much that even a replica would suffice.

I'm pathetic like that.

Moonlight

Tonight, even after a good day, I feel displaced.
He was such an uncanny resemblance to you. The face, the hair, the eyes. Even the way we caught each other's eyes.
My heart either leaped or skipped a beat, I don't know.

It felt good, but also ridiculous.
He was not mine, he was not you. So why the hell should I even feel anything for a stranger?

Looking at the girl beside him with funky hair was like looking into a mirror.
Looking at them side by side made me feel like they weren't meant for each other.
Looking at him made me feel wrong because he was not you.

I cannot describe this & it is leaving me hanging emotionless now.
Searching.
For something.
I don't even know what.