Lover

Been watching a great deal of shows on my mac this weekend. Burlesque is my ultimate favourite show now, Christina Aguilera is so gorgeous and all the girls inside are just so pretty.
I always end up sinking into this whyyousougly mode after watching it. The girls in Burlesque seem to have the best job in the world while I'm stuck here studying & going crazy flipping through books and notes.

Last week was mad for me, by Friday I was extremely drained and angsty with everyone & everything. Just gotta do this for 10 more weeks & I'm a free bird (Until JC2).

Diet tomorrow.

Fall for you

This is such an old song but everything about us is in this song.
We're worn out, sick. We're hurting.

But we're great together. I've never been happier.

So if our spark ever do wear out one of these days, if either one of us ever gets torn down & lost, know that I'll be waiting and we'll find our way back.

This is for you baby.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Want you bad

At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Try to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone talking to the moon

Now and forever baby

Bleed myself dry

Always took my health for granted, ate all I want, feed on all the junk I love, and use a teaspoon or more soy sauce just to get the flavour right.

One day it all hits you, what you took too much, what caused it, what now.
It hits you when you least expect it, when you go to the doctor to get medication for simple menstrual cramps but they diagnose otherwise.

Hanging on a thread, you will never know how it feels.

As if it was all planned out, B leaves tomorrow.

Edge of Glory

I just had the best three days of my year.