why

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you

Leap of Faith

All around me I see people fall apart and break their hearts. Hear the stories, you'll feel the pain.
The truth is, love will hurt you from time to time. And I'm afraid cos I'm done hurting.

For once in my life, let me do this right. I cannot afford to go wrong.
Not this time.

Sunrise

Walk on mountains

I havent touched a single homework at all, even work from the week before holidays. Freaking out cos I havent found a NYJC student (or any jaycee student) like me!

Ok, i need to change my Christmas mood before I retain.

Mess me around

OHYA ROBIN KOAY, YOU EXPOSED ME TO MY MOM ONCE AGAIN, IDIOT YOU!!!!!

And today also marks the 7th day of my craving for Starbucks :<

Taking me over

March Hollidays already and its amazing how a quarter of the year can simply fly past just like that.

I totally survived Touch Rugby camp! Okay, not totally cos I brought home a sprained ankle. Everything was tough but fruitful :> I'm awed by how I managed to complete Intiation, 245 etc. Seriously.
I cannot see myself surviving a repetition. Stairs at the atrium now gives me horrific flashbacks :/
Haha some REALLY unglam pics cos we're all stinky, drained and dirty:


This is NOT funny. I had to endure one minute of 'Ice bath'. I know this looks freaking easy but it hurts like hell. Please try it before you laugh.











And there was class barbecue at Cass's yesterday!
Was kinda moody and had at least 3 classmates asking me 'Are you okay?' They are just the sweetest things.
+ Heart to heart talk with Amanda made me feel so much better! <3

Blur peektures but nevermind:











I still have many more photos from Amanda, IT fair etc. Up next post, Love hollidays like I do all! :>

Cry me out

I have been crazy busy and lazy to update. These were from last saturday's Sports Carnival and there's still another batch from Eliz.



1037!

With Mr foo.

My first and last dragonboat attempt.




My arm is so freaking painful after what I consider a nasty fall during touch training. I think Touch rugby camp = death camp, so I'll update when I'm back from hell.

Cannot believe it's the holidays already.

Bliss

I cannot believe how careless I was to leave my 2 month old wallet on the sofa and walk off just like that :(
Rushed back and found nothing after 10 minutes(expected). This really nice couple approached me to tell me that a teenage couple( who was so bloody poor that they had to share a meal. AND the guy was literally touching her all over while she ate) took it.

Pretty upset for the whole afternoon, I really hate to lose my stuff. Dad and cousin was really nice about it. They promised to keep it from my mom, YAY. So thursday I'm going to remake all my cards, IC etc which is such a chore :(
I know I sound super mean but honestly, I feel like pulling that bitch's hair and scratching her ugly face.

Sigh.

But Special skipped school to come over and made me happy again! :>
Hehe.

Hot & Cold

I hope I find back all those I've lost
And keep them close to my heart :)

Forget the World

I am feeling so cranky and shitty.
Right now,I just want to have a good cry and sleep everything off. I've got a mountain of homework and it stresses me so much to just see myself pushing it away time & again.
I hate this. I hate myself.

And to you,
Just so you know, I've never asked for this. Ever.