Don't let me go

(with edits)







Hard hard time trying to hunt for pics and put it into half fixed blogger :/ These are racial harmony pics, at least i get to wear them before I graduate from Xms. I still think I look pretty much like a garden? Lol.

Today was quite fruitful.
Studied with Natalie Junho and Weide, many funny incidents. Surprised Natalie with a flower to make her day, i know you love it! :D
Dinner and wasted time at Starbucks with Xavier later on. So yes, one of my better days (:

Falling in & out of love with you has been part and parcel of my life so far.
We pull apart and come together, just like a repetitive cycle.
But never again, this Im sure (:
I hope one day you'll experience half of what I went through. Then you'll realise how bad you tore me down time and again.

Geez, I think I should stop looking back..
I am going to forget about everything.

Whatever it takes

Cris's birthday surprise



Blogger's nuts, It took me 20mins to blog this out.
I have so many pics lately to upload, but since Blogger is being such a wimp, I guess I'll have to do things the slow way. Await posts with pics! (:

School's drilling us crazy, I have like at least 4 practice papers to do and it just keeps on pilling up. Ohyes, i nearly got killed last night, LOL.

I loved and lost. But at the very least, I gained back what should have been my piorities right from the start.

TwentyFour Months

You're not sorry,
You never was.
& I was simply nothing.

Live & Let die

I confirmed an awful fact today.

Do you know,
that almost 80% of my friends' parents dont like me?
HONESTLY I STILL CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY!

When you head to your friends' places and meet their mums and dads, thats when your best behavior shows. Cheerful smiles, polite greetings, careful choices of words, blah..
I keep all these in mind but still failed miserably almost everytime to leave a good impression on them.

Geez whywhywhy!
Do I look like some hooligan on streets where parents see and tell their children 'Eh, this kind of people you must stay away ok. Very bad company, will have bad influence on you'

):

Instance number one with Zhiting's Mom ( No offense, I really think her mom's cute and nice. Shucks she doesnt like me )

I just got Munchy and Crunchy ( my hamsters) and Zhiting mom was asking me whether I wanted to bring this bathing sand/wood shavings home.
Zhiting's mom: You want to bring this home?
Jasmine: Eh.. (Considering deeply)
I thought it was a pretty good idea and looked to Zhiting.
Jasmine: Zhiting, I bring this home okay!

Ok so I blew it cause I unintentionally was rude to her mom by not replying her but instead straightaway replied to zhiting. Thus, Zhiting's mom became Number 6347920328 on list of parents who dont like me.

Instance Number 2 with Yuenling's mom:

(Yuenling's my primary school mate, her mother detests me since P3/4 till now )

Eating lunch with Zhiting, Luyi, Yuenling & myself, talking about going to people's houses.
Yuenling: So you want come my house?
Jasmine: NO AR. I die also dont want see your mom give me black face. Anw, why ar why she so dislike me?
Yuenling: Because she thinks you very smart
All of us: * SEH*
Jasmine: Thats a wrong fact and its a very stupid reason!

There could be more, just couldnt recall at this moment. But its pretty upsetting to know these lor ):

On a better note,


Pictures from long ago (:



P.S Everyone seems to be awaiting a happy post from me. Haha sorry, was going through a tough time lately. When I get pics from this week then happy post kay :D

Faraway

Because even five minutes of your time is too much, I dare not ask and hope for anything else, anymore.

Deceit

I lie to myself everyday,
so much so that I begin to take every lie as reality.

Aw reallyreallyreally dreadddddd school tomorrow ley ):
O level Chinese oral in 2 days time, I think I know the results already.

Me & Zhiting can sit together in our seats tmr, not knowing whether to cry or laugh at our Midyear papers, right dv's? (:

Secret Chords

I expected today to be one of the worst days in my life, and Physics paper in the morning proved me so right.
In the afternoon, things took an unexpected twist.
And now that I have You, everything's great once again :D

Zhiting's 10 times as overjoyed as I am & of course I am so very happy for you my dear girl!
I think I know of 2 friends who would be too elated to fall into slumber today.