Unbeautiful

You're telling me this.
But I'm hearing all that.

I want to believe you so much, I really do.
But believing was the reason I fell so hard back then.

Im telling myself I am thinking too much. I hope so too :/

Geez, am counting down hours till I meet O Level Chinese!
Have not been doing much about it sigh sigh sigh ):

P.S Looking very forward to 406's celebration on Monday though, I pray it'll be a sucess! My class is way too cute to dislike :D

Stardust

I've got to be in school in less than 6 hours time and for what?
Nothing but a waste of my time doing CIP hours.

Honestly, I feel nauseated whenever I think of school.

Am freaking out counting down the days to Chinese Os. So very frustrated when i find myself still not making the best use of my time preparing for it.

On a better note, went to Bugis with Zhiting today. Tiring but extremely worthwhile cause it took my mind off crappy stuffs with school. Reservations at Swensons was such a hassle but it's finally taken care of so yep, I am veryveryveryvery bored now with no one to call or text to keep me entertained ):

Geez, Life's a bore.

Desire

Simplest things are the hardest to get.




Dont you agree? ):

Downpour

I sense a terrible week ahead.

Just when I thought things wouldnt get any worse, stupid me decided that my hair needs trimming and now my fringe is (%^#%&@
It IS that bad, no exaggerations.

Pissed and filled of regrets, I managed to hold back tears till home.
I cannot remember when was the last time I cried this hard but I guess Im fine now. LOL, feeling so foolish for my dramatic reactions a while ago.

Grow, please grow fringe ):

Twisted

This week was rough, brutalling overwhelming.
And I am going nuts, i swear.
I am almost falling ill everyday, drowning boxes of Panadol and FluMax to little effect.

My mood was so awful that I unintentionally snapped at classsmates till they had to ask if I was angry with them.

Am so veryveryveryveryvery drained, need a miracle. )':

Could answers lead to more doubts?

Maneater

OH SHIT SHIT SHIT HOLY SHIT!!!

The very first thing Weide told me when i asked him about his Social Studies revision was enough to blow me out of my mind.

J: DAMN DIFFICULT RIGHT SS! ):
W: Nah, i can memorise the whole healthcare for you, bonding Singapore a little, SBQ the types and formats of questions..

I was like WTF?!
( Btw, his PM was 'Healthcare, bonding, globalisation. WHATTHEHELL' I saw this and was extremely hopeful and happy that there was someone on the same boat as me. )
I feel totally scammed right now ):

I need luck for tomorrow, I really do.